a quiet time is all i need...a quiet time, alone.
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
::sAme:: 3:15 PM



hmmm...let me see...yupps. done with art...i mean...almost la. haha. wanna see? no comments required...TOPIC:self portarait [dying inner self] TOTAL COST OF MATERIALS:(+.-)$200 [heartache ah!]above:front view of sculpture. abstract person in orange. circles and colourful front view shows pretence and happiness[curvy side.left] together with on-coming hardships that are yet unseen.[zig-zag side.right] above: different perspective above:back view[negative & dying innerself]words in white-carved out with screwdriver.person inner self is hollow filled with many things like half rotting cos' of things ppl do to 'kill' me. HEH...alot of meaning eh...haha[above]the inner-self of the person.scroll down for a few close ups.no time to download all...

okay....let me begin...this are broken pieces of mirror and glass placed inside the 'persons' head...its a reminder of the shattered and unwanted yet unforgettable memories of my past and all that has happened...pain in the past....ah...crap...hahamoving onnn. yupp...and this is a part that has a chained up hand grabbing my heart. the things ppl do hurt me emotionally this what and never disappear.testing alot of my patience and thus...i feel like i'm on the verge of dying...*sighs*above is like a scar...or something...like yah...and the continuation of the chain from the heart...and above here now is supposedly a rotting organ....yah...everything is rotting la huh?hahamoving on again...this thing is like a lump of swelling rotting collection of vessels and flesh...not gross enough though...stressed siah...in here are nails, screws, and leeches!!!they represent ppl and the way they suck my blood...yea...nails....nails...and more nails all over the negative black board!!!!hahasome close-ups of the scrathes made on the two wooden 'borders'...still havent downloaded all. i ain't that free...haha kidding... yah...these scratches almost made my teacher not want to send in the sculpture...haha...i think. made the sculpture look so SO EXAGERRATED!haha.. i love this scratch the most...haha...so fun...after giving this art a whole load of effort...i still doubt that i can even manage to grasp hold of a B3...haha. blame the mounting boards thing...haha...

apart from all these...i'm happy to announce that for my combined sciences for my prelims...i got a total of 82%!!! and for maths...i jumped from a C6 to an A2!!! got 73%! haha...miracles DO happen...haha...yupps...take care all of you out there! ?LOVE ALL OF YOU! so happy tonight...haha =)